Now I know I've been M.I.A which is not my intention at all. Sometimes life just takes over and as much as I want to grow my business and my blog, shit happens. Without getting into everything that has been happening, I'm just in a complete state of confusion with everything. I feel so confident that designing is what I'm suppose to be doing and as sure as I am about that, I still have no idea how I'm going to make it all happen. I've knocked on every door of possibility and it feels as if God has shut them all down.
Let me just say this:
It's hard to build a business when basic needs such as shelter and food are compromised.
Not to mention we have a little girl to look after. Things are just so rough at this point.
Truth is, I'm all out of words to say to God when I'm praying. I'm so flustered and confused, all I can do is just listen to gospel music to even feel anything. I feel like he's not answering any of our prayers. It really sucks to be in this place. I am hopeful things will turn around for my family very soon.
But until then, I will just ponder on this and keep it pushing.